Week 12 Blog
Mental Pit Stop
Tuesday December 12th middle of the day, in my office at work, time to break away and dedicate time to my Mastermind studies. I had just finished chapter ten of “The Greatest Salesman” on persistence, I moved to the 7 Laws of the Mind I begin reading The Law of Substitution, The Law of relaxation, The Law of Practice, I begin to read The Law of Forgiveness and as I get to line 4 “There can be no connection to the Devine Mind where anger or resentment against a brother or sister, justified or not, exists.” I begin to feel uncomfortable, anxious and emotional, it came on so quickly my breathing increased I began to tremble a little the next thing I know I’m sobbing.
My first instinct is to walk away from my reading, I don’t understand what’s happening I need to move my focus away from what I’m feeling, then almost as though it was part of me I immediately remembered something Mark J said in his last training, he shared a personal experience where he started to walk away from a similar situation but he stopped himself and allowed the feelings to come and move through him. I quickly stopped myself and allowed the feelings and experience to wash over me.
Thirty minutes later I have two pages of notes and feelings, that flowed from my pen like I was a speed writer, my words are full of emotion, feelings of anger, fear, resentment, all stored away from the past….
To be continued